Sunday, May 29, 2005
Just got back from another ride.......trying to clear my mind.
Somehow my mind wandered while I was riding...was not concentrating on the roads at all....Blasted the music and just rode......dangerous? yes it is....
Hmmmm promised her that i won't do anything stupid...so I have got to stick to that....so much more things that I've yet to do...with you.
made a stop on the otherside of HabourFront...a place where you can daggle your legs over the waters.....was thinking......wondering if I have made the right choice. A choice to step back and give her the space she needed....
A step away....peering and not wanting to be out of sight....
after 2 bottles of Pink Dolphins(damn they are addictive I tell you)...I think I have made the right choice....and for that I should not feel THAT down.
Deep down I have this feeling that she would not want me to be like this...so I shall wait with bated breath.....so what can I do in the meantime?
Hmmm.....downladed guitar tabs for "I don't want to miss a thing"..since it's gonna take ages for me to play it on the piano....I shall play in on my guitar...
*~ what's the best thing I could say....
Things are better if I stay..........
So long..&...Good Night..............~*
Sorries do mean much more than all those things to me...cos its from you.
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 10:38 AM|
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
It sure has been a long time since i blogged.....
Just got back from wandering the streets and eways....and spendng the night alone at Seletar Reservoir....
Hmmmm it has been quite a while since i've gone on solo rides....used to do that years back....hmmmmmm......
A lot of things is going through my mind right now...things that made me happy...things that made me look forward every day...heck things that made me smile whenever i wake up from my temporary death.....
Ah fuck.....I am stronger than this......but until yesterday i finally knew that i was even stronger when I have you....
I've got to soldier on....keep my head high and wait......just wait. Wait for how long? As long as I have to....For i truly know now that.....
*~ It's hard to give up...the one you'll never thought you'll need.*~
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 7:56 PM|
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
May 1st....
its clsoe to a year since i've started schooling nad being a student all over again.
not really happy times for me.....
the accident is making my life hard...
family responsibilities...
and what not......
I'm cool with it....taking the positive sides of things....taking up 3 tuition assignments...hopefully i get to do the packing job where my cousin works..
and maybe dabble in some stuffs...
all these, if i was to say that its not for money..its a frigging lie.
but i would see this as a test.......i'll do the hard way...work for it..
Arghh Humbargh!
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 8:22 PM|
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